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Jun 1, 2010

right to be wrong


i know people make mistake.
but why though we said sorry for a million times the guilt won't go away?
i feel intimidated.
i always think i can be perfect or at least, average in all things, but i can not.
somehow i feel relieved,
that i am not perfect,
that i am just ordinary,
that i have right to be wrong.

May 27, 2010

Me doing Exercise

There was a time I got an interview invitation by a General Manager for Public Relations position at a Hotel in Surabaya. I recall he is a humble man, late 40 I guess, and he was looking and exploring my data in his hand.

GM  : You said here that you love jogging and swimming.
Me   : Yes, I do swimming once a week, and do jogging sometimes in the morning.
GM  : Okay. Do you playing basketball?
Me   : Hmm, I don't. Actually I can't play it *blushing*
GM  : Okay, let's see other thing. (and he began asking other questions)

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So the interview went well, but in the end I didn't take it. I don't know, I just stick to Honda :P
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Now I am wondering, why he mentioned basketball.

Hmm. I think I know his intention. He wanted to know whether I am a single player or a team-worker. So I am pretty clear a single player. I did playing basketball when I was in high school and I definitely messed up on it. I was too afraid that the ball will smash my face! Hahaha. On the other hand I enjoy running or swimming, which are I always do it alone. I control the move and pace myself. And the other significant thing is the timing. I could manage my time whether to start or to stop, whether I want to do this way or that way. Or I call it : having my own flexibility and creativity! :D

It's not that I am not a team-worker. I'd say I perform better when I do it myself.

Anyway, I enjoy doing yoga currently. After a serious gaining fat these past two couple months, I (have to) signed up to a gym club for doing yoga. Actually this is my first time doing it and surprisingly I enjoy it a lot. You don't have to move or (I'd rather say it) dance a lot like in an aerobic class, all you have to do is move your body smoothly and manage your breath along with that. It's so peaceful yet healthy.

Apr 17, 2010

not-quite-productive-day to work

It's Saturday. Thank God. But, here I am, on my desk, working.
They say it's a half working day, but actually it's 3/4 working day, since from Monday to Friday we work 8 hours, and Saturday 6 hours.
They say it's a perfect day to have coordination meeting to each division, since in the other 5 days we don't have time to talk to each other.
They say it's time to show off, since we are allowed to wear anything on in this day instead of wearing uniform (that's why today I'm late for work, confused choosing the clothes to wear on ).
But I say, it's not quite productive day to work, since everyone is buzzing around happily, and where is the place we're going to in this Saturday night is all in our mind :D